Monday, January 08, 2007

Welcome 2007, Goodbye 2006


Going into the new year, 2007. There are many things to left to be done, and need to be done. My business is still humming along, but I felt like living on the edge ...... Earnings are not growing fast enough to cover the expenses:(

Since the start of the new year, I have been down with cold and flu. A week later still nursing a persistent cough and sore throat. Often tired, and unable to concentrate on the tasks at hands. Suddenly, I developed fear, ... fear of failure and the dreaded thought of going back to full-time employment?!!

I have given up my high-paying job for my business. Despite that things are not all smooth-sailing, the company is still stearing in the right direction, adding a tinge of satisfaction to myself. But when I am lying sick in bed, recovering from a bad headache, made worst by blocked nose, bad cough and sore throat... Suddenly I began thinking to myself: Would life be better if I worked for myself or others? ... And what if I fail in my business?

Perhaps, it is the medicine and its sedative effects. The devil in me has been awaken...